lupusbellum

College life has me too busy to post anything.
So to all my die hard dA Friends (dragonhedgehog) I miss you :'D

Don't ever forget,
Not the smallest detail,
The happiest memory,
Or the most traumatic experience,
The void of forgetting is unbearable,
You get used to the pains your body should remember,
You ignore what has hurt you so many times,
And look with hope as you endeavor to do it again,
You are then unable to let go,
To be free from the suffering,
Until the world intervenes,
Or you die.

In the context of my life, from a distance, I view that my whole existence is bound into a universal karmic irony that pervades every part of my life with disregard to time or emotional state. From there I take the common juxtaposition of theater, between comedy and tragedy, and have determined that there is no juxtaposing of the two; they both have the elements of one genre but with differing outlooks on the events. From there I have interpreted that the dramatic tragedy that is my life is in fact only tragic from one view point, which is of course my own, and have come to the conclusion that all my suffering is being viewed not as sorrow by those who inflict it but rather as humorous. I.e. my life is a joke.

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(All are faces if you couldn't comprehend that)

I don't have much to say.
All my words for me are like sand in a desert.
Useless and redundant.
Casting mirages around my head.
Until I break down from dehydration and realize I need to drink again.
But it's a desert by the ocean and that is just irony to me.