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Death is alone

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History of a Heart by lupusbellum, literature

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History of a Heart

I looked at her looking away and I said, “If I only here one thing from you let it be that I am the only one you’ll ever need,” She turned her back and said, “Don’t you know by now I can’t ever tell you that? This life is too short for you and I, So please forgive me if I don’t drop it for you, If you ever cared you wouldn’t ask again,” “How can you say that when we are so close? I think about you always and I am always here, Whenever you’ve needed me so you know I care, It wouldn’t be much different from now but, For a stronger bond and a different title!” “

Road? River? Does it matter? by lupusbellum, literature

Pinocchio had it right by lupusbellum, literature

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Pinocchio had it right

The ground beneath my feet, Like dust or maybe ashes, Feels like a breaking pane of glass, And all the world is silent. I look down and watch it all fall away, But the isn’t dropping, It seems I am ascending, Time to start the play. Watch me laugh, Watch me dance, Take a stab at dramatic romance, Lead by script plain to read in the back. Every jerk of my guiding strings, Feels like razors in my flesh, And compassion is all but dead, From a heartless puppet master. As the crowd looks on and laughs, At the scenes and the masques, I carefully grasp my escape, Clutched in my palm yet again. I slash at my guidelines, As if they were a n

Have not a hope by lupusbellum, literature

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Have not a hope

Think not of these words that I write, Or as you read that which I type, Breathe not a solemn whisper into the night, Of this text that is inscribed with anything but delight, See not the meaning of these lines, As they are engraved deep with my tines, Hear not the voices in the mind, That spins webs of thoughts too small to find, Feel not the touch of honeyed lies, Covering your skin to attract the flies, Know not the meaning of this sight, Take to the winds to flee here like wings to flight.

Live Love Laugh? by lupusbellum, literature

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Live Love Laugh?

I just cannot seem to make myself understand; the boundaries of my mind find no logical reason as to it. Why would anyone love life? Cling to it like a shy child to a parent’s leg? Reverently speak of it and of ways to prolong it? Can none of you see you are suffering? Enslaved by your own flesh, muscle, bones, and sinews? Forced to emerge in a world without choice and made to breath? Have you never considered that you might be a slave to what afflicts you? Like addicts you try your best to get your high, Forget the extended pains to remember brief respites of happiness, Return to the people and places that broke you in hopes of being

Ouch! My aorta! by lupusbellum, literature

Irony of Sinning at Night by lupusbellum, literature

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Irony of Sinning at Night

Indulging in self complacency and baroque ostentatious banter that no one can follow, Behind these masks and risqué clothing so poise and composed to the letter, Never a wrong move just a calculated mistake in the game that you all play, Such grotesque public displays of lust, greed, envy, and pride so foul, Of course I indulge myself but not religiously like you do, Call me a hypocrite but I still call you all hedonistic lich, so cold and deceased, Draining the warmth out of hearts until they are as cold as the stairs I get, So I lean back against the banister of the stairs and watch the games being played, Cuckolds for power exchan

Unconventional Writing by lupusbellum, literature

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Unconventional Writing

I’m sitting here writing in an unconventional way, My writing often turns to death, life, emotion, philosophy and the supernatural, Recently my hidden cache has taken a turn of love, longing, and lust for a better life, I even went so far to walk by moonlit path to the shore and wrote by torch, But still those are my ways of processing; they are the conventional, I consider myself a well rounded poet, having touched in part a vast selection of topics, The arts, nature, emotion, and all the clichés of poetry that are oh so common, And even a bit of the unorthodox poetry writ in a style of madness, But I do not ever recall writing

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History of a Heart by lupusbellum, literature

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History of a Heart

Road? River? Does it matter? by lupusbellum, literature

Pinocchio had it right by lupusbellum, literature

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Pinocchio had it right

Have not a hope by lupusbellum, literature

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Have not a hope

Live Love Laugh? by lupusbellum, literature

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Live Love Laugh?

Ouch! My aorta! by lupusbellum, literature

Irony of Sinning at Night by lupusbellum, literature

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Irony of Sinning at Night

Unconventional Writing by lupusbellum, literature

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Unconventional Writing

Laugh when you are defeated by lupusbellum, literature

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

Oct 12
United States
Deviant for 11 years
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My Bio

I write because I cannot draw well. Though my writing is not much good either, I still enjoy getting my mind out on paper (imaginery computer/ internet paper). I like anime, manga, swords, and cats. If you burn with the desire to know more, I suggest noting me about it.

Favourite Visual Artist

Megan Florez

Favourite Movies

I like many movies, mostly anime

Favourite TV Shows

I don't watch tv too much anymore

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

I can't like just one or two of them (rise against is near the top though)

Favourite Books

Sword of truth series, L.o.t.R. series, Night Angel series, Inheritance Cycle, and many many others

Favourite Writers

J.R. Tolkien, Terry Goodkind

Favourite Games

Skyrim, Pokemon (mostly the older ones) Kingdom Hearts, Assassins Creed, and many others

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS3 (inquire for my psn name) Wii, Ds lite/ 3DS, PSP, PC, PS2, and everything else

Tools of the Trade

my mind

Other Interests

The Occult, Theology, Psychology, matters of the mind and spirit, weaponry, and so on

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lupusbellum

Dec 8, 2013

It has only been 18 weeks ._.

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College life has me too busy to post anything. So to all my die hard dA Friends (dragonhedgehog) I miss you :'D

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lupusbellum

Jul 13, 2013

Don't forget

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Don't ever forget, Not the smallest detail, The happiest memory, Or the most traumatic experience, The void of forgetting is unbearable, You get used to the pains your body should remember, You ignore what has hurt you so many times, And look with hope as you endeavor to do it again, You are then unable to let go, To be free from the suffering, Until the world intervenes, Or you die.

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lupusbellum

Jul 9, 2013

Guillotine or Noose? Neither. Pyre!

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In the context of my life, from a distance, I view that my whole existence is bound into a universal karmic irony that pervades every part of my life with disregard to time or emotional state. From there I take the common juxtaposition of theater, between comedy and tragedy, and have determined that there is no juxtaposing of the two; they both have the elements of one genre but with differing outlooks on the events. From there I have interpreted that the dramatic tragedy that is my life is in fact only tragic from one view point, which is of course my own, and have come to the conclusion that all my suffering is being viewed not as sorrow by